{"id":32821,"date":"2024-06-18T11:41:00","date_gmt":"2024-06-18T16:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brianjnoggle.com\/blog\/?p=32821"},"modified":"2024-06-18T11:41:00","modified_gmt":"2024-06-18T16:41:00","slug":"it-almost-feels-like-im-giving-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brianjnoggle.com\/blog\/2024\/06\/18\/it-almost-feels-like-im-giving-up\/","title":{"rendered":"It Almost Feels Like I&#8217;m Giving Up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ah, gentle reader.  The garage at Nogglestead is quite a mess.  It&#8217;s only <em>mostly<\/em> my fault.  As <a href=\"https:\/\/brianjnoggle.com\/blog\/2024\/06\/10\/things-we-never-knew-came-to-an-end\/\" target=\"_new\" rel=\"noopener\">I mentioned<\/a> and you might remember from years past on this blog, I dabbled in numerous handicrafts back when the television programs <em>Creative Juice<\/em> and <em>That&#8217;s Clever!<\/em> were on.  <\/p>\n<p>I did some beading, I did some glass painting, I did some glass etching, I did some d\u00e9coupage, I made some clocks out of platters and plates, and a bunch of other things.  A week or so back, I might have mentioned that I went digging through completed things for a silent auction at church and destroyed some stained glass painted things.  <\/p>\n<p>I have not been terribly active in the crafting realm, and that&#8217;s partly because the garage is a mess.  And part of the reason that it&#8217;s a mess is that I accumulated, over the years, materials for projects that I have not completed or done.  For instance, I have the slats from the boys&#8217; old bunk beds&#8211;they were little 2&#8243; by 1&#8243; (or smaller) sticks that I replaced with two by fours when I built the beds.  I believe I&#8217;ll woodburn a large design on them, but not yet.  I&#8217;ve also saved the old hanging lamp from our front porch when I replaced it; I thought I would clean it up and, what?  I dunno.  <\/p>\n<p>I also saved a large number of wine bottles, jars, and other glass things for etching, stained glass painting, making candles, or something.  But over the years, I&#8217;ve moved them around a bit when trying to clean the garage, but I&#8217;ve not used them.  So I recycled a bunch of them, and it looks like I have another bin to sort through and recycle once I clear a path to it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m also considering discarding the stained glass paints I have.  Those projects ultimately did not turn out so well.  I have a small toaster oven in the garage for curing polymer clays, but most of the stained glass painting I&#8217;ve done has been on vases and whatnot, things too large for the toaster oven.  And air curing them, which the bottles indicate is an option, has a limited shelf life as I&#8217;ve learned.  So maybe I should let them go.<\/p>\n<p>Still, it feels a little like I&#8217;m giving up on completing these projects.  It&#8217;s not like giving away books that I think I will never read, but it&#8217;s diminishing some possibilities, and for some reason it makes me feel old.<\/p>\n<p>And, I suppose, I could look at it as a step in cleaning up the garage so I have some room to work.  Which is likely true, but it&#8217;s not a given that the garage will be cleaned in 2024.  Or 2025.  Let&#8217;s not get all up in a hurry in here.<\/p>\n<p>To be sure, it will not look as good as <a href=\"https:\/\/cedarlila.substack.com\/p\/leftovers-in-art\" target=\"_new\" rel=\"noopener\">Cedar Sanderson&#8217;s craft space<\/a>.  But we have boys aging to men, and we will have an extra bedroom or two likely before I get the garage into any sense of order or even a workshop.  Perhaps I can put a desk in one of them and have a workspace.<\/p>\n<p>The next step, or maybe the first: Overcoming laziness and prioritization that puts twee blog posts before meaningful work.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ah, gentle reader. The garage at Nogglestead is quite a mess. It&#8217;s only mostly my fault. As I mentioned and you might remember from years past on this blog, I dabbled in numerous handicrafts back when the television programs Creative Juice and That&#8217;s Clever! were on. 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